Us.

I think that things will be okay in the end, I just need/ed to step away from it all and think about things. I think that I'm seriously fucked up. It's all about the chase for me -- I think? But I'm not sure -- I may be being to skeptical about it but thats just my thoughts as of right now. I think that maybe you've become so important to me to the extent that I've created this mental image of how you could possibly be. I really have given it a lot of thought. I wish you could be my dream boyfriend, I think if you were -- we'd be sheer perfection. Maybe it really isn't meant to be though. But honestly, you never know until you try so until I feel that were fighting so much that I can't handle it, I think I'll just let us be. I truly do wish you felt stronger feelings towards me though, but at the same time; I wish you'd feel a little less than you do right now. Either way would be okay. Because if you felt less, it would be easy to let you go. But if you felt more, there wouldn't be a reason to. I hope you know that tomorrows our anniversary. I hope you do something nice..

it's been a while!

So I think I'll rebrief.

-tumblr has taken over my life.

-school has begun to fade into the black

-my priorities are FUCKED.

-I'm in a bit of a sticky situation.

-I've got almost NO time to do what I want to do.

-cheerleading as gone from a hobby to a hassle.

and last but not least

-a few fun things to turn my frown upside down!:

Friday: All School Picnic & cheering at Pac5 vs. Iolani

Saturday: Possibly beach & hw? Then The Maine & FTSK concert :)